I'm too much sometimes.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

josh leaving

well. not as climatic as i thought it was going to be. his going away party was a bust. i wanted to leave as soon as i got there because i was going to kill his new midget lover. he didn't try to stop me from going. and by the look of the facebook pics, he kinda wanted me to go. whatever. i kinda know what's going to happen to us.

when i told him i was upset, he said 'i'm so sorry, i hate seeing you upset'. whatever, he doesn't realize his actions govern my feelings. if he didn't so easily express his love for me, or that he wants to marry me one day, or that when he says he loves me he'll love me forever, then it would be different. i really hate him sometimes. i hate being jerked around.

i wasn't sad when i dropped him off.

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